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All I have to say is that the next time my family sees me they won't recognize me. The past two times they've seen me I've been monstrous. The next possible time I fathom seeing them again *they live far away* is maybe when my great grandpa dies. That could be any time, but either way I look different. And if he hangs on *which I hope he does* for a while, I'll be even skinnier the next time they see me.

Sigh.

The last time they saw me was at my wedding in January. I was a huge fat cow. Dress size 16!!! WTF!!! No more. I'm not giving up. I never want to look like I did on my wedding day. I want to be thin! Thank god I've been losing weight!

And thank god I can do what I want and that I have control over this all. Lucky me.

Comments

Do you want your grandpa to ive longer so you can be skinnier or something?

What size are you now?1
I'm big. I'm size 16 pants.
I want him to live of course! I love him!
But I know when he does die I'll be going there for the funeral and I don't want my family to recognize me. So I guess I do want him to live longer but not only cuz I wanna be skinnier.